i want to be a brand new me ... something new and specail.. something beautiful
and loved.. something.. wonderful.. and happy.. and shiny .. like nothing anyones ever seen before.. i want to be .. taller.. and better.. and.. have everything a a guy would want..
i want to be new and better and more amazing.. yet i want to be .. me .. nothing new.. nothing better . i want to be nothing but myself..
i want to be looked at by everyone .. as just me.. yet something new..
i want to be like more amazing than anything in the world..
yet i want to mean less than anything and be worthless and almost u could say invisible..
so i could hide away from the world in a dark clouded place..
i want to be my own sun .. and i dont want to fall so in love with any guys..
yet that would hurt to be so FAR away from the ones i do love.. and r in love with .. theres so much i want to change yet am afraid to cuz i migt lose something i do rlly love in the end